Not Ok ~ Krista Bradley 

w/Ryan Apple & Rachael Billinghurst 


Did you ever take a train
Not knowing where you're going
But you just didn't care?

Gotta keep on moving 
Or your thoughts will catch up
With your hearts greatest fears

I am scared to slow down
So many feelings in my heart
Just keep going round and round and round...

Oh I am so afraid to feel...
To feel the pain. 

I guess I never wanted to admit 
I'm not as strong as I once thought
I guess that's what I needed to learn
To know that I am not my own God

I need Your strength 
And I need You to know that 
I am not ok...I'm not ok.

Take me as I am
Show me what I can be with You
Show me how to stop
Show me how to trust
Let me see You in all this pain
And when my heart 
Feels like its just gonna break
Tell me it's all gonna be ok...
Tell me it's all gonna be ok. //

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